I had the most transformative experience today and I am so grateful for it -words cannot even express.
Drudged in deep depression, yet with the awareness to know it’s not good to sit in it while my energy was basically non-existent and wanted to tie me to the bed.
I mustered up courage to go AA, only to have people see me on the verge of tears and chickened out. A knockdown.
Hours later, I chose to end my evening giving one last shot. A sacred practice. I spent two-and-a-half hours in a deep, hypnotic trance. Crossed souls with someone who saw me, felt me and facilitated breathing a little life back into me.
Ironically, there’s a Leo eclipse tonight that’s also in Aquarius. This allows us to get to know our true selves as boldly as a Leo would , while displaying that for all to see like an Aquarius. This eclipse is for letting go and transforming.
In my practice, I felt numb tingling all over, involuntary movement and a blackout. I came back somewhat reincarnated and alive.
Tonight I hope you do something to open the gates of transformation too. You deserve it.
I wish you all the best of journeys to knowing yourself more deeply and truly. 💕
As for me, it seems like a fast turnaround but I am ready to forgive, let go and focus on growing all the amazing parts of me that I know I have grown into –despite my closest love seeing me as a lost case.
See I knew where my intentions and heart and good efforts were all along. I just lost sight of that in the muddied mire of loving so much that I adopted views that weren’t accurately representative of who I am.
Huge heart and passionately loyal, I am going to let everybody see the huge light I possess so no one is mistaken.