There’s a thin line
And we tread it
You ever look at mass murderers
And say, “how did it get there?”
You see testimonies of people who knew them saying, “he was quiet, didn’t appear to be capable of doing that.”
I’m wondering how we got here again
My insides screaming, “that’s not me”
But last night it was
What was it?
Was it the tequila
How did we get here?
One night, one lie turned our world upside down
Can I attribute it to me not taking my medicine?
That I need that
Furthermore, that I cannot afford that
Society wants you to be a model citizen
But if systematic dysfunction has left your family with generations of depression and anxiety
They do not provide the means for you to do so
I feel helpless