I wish you never gave birth to me “mom”
Wish I never got the chance to know you
The source for all the unresolved problems in my life right now
You did such a shitty job of raising me
And still to this very day you are the 100-pound ball chained to my ankle
Weighing my momentum down with every excuse you can find
To hold my self-esteem under your thumb
Does it make you feel any better?
Does it free you anymore?
I know Nonny did the same to you
Why was I given this life, with these people, so dysfunctional
I am the force pulling against an elastic band
Knowing I will be pulled back to where I was the further I run
What’s the point?