When I went to sleep tonight I prayed that I wouldn’t wake up
now here I am two hours later with a back ache and a numbed leg in this cramped car
god has a sadistic humor
no matter how hard I try to push myself out of this frame I remain entrapped
degrees, believing in love, EVERYTHING…has been for nothing.
i give up
i can’t even be strong in front of my brother any more.
the color is bleeding out of my life surroundings seeming more black than white
i am imploding
a pathetic character who attempts to save others lives when she can’t even save her own
time to hang it up.